Well here it is – the first parenting category post. Just so you are aware the first few posts are about playing catchup about the first 4.5 months of my little boys life. Its fair to say it hasn’t been the easiest – but I would not change it for the world.
This time last year I was around 5 week and 2 days pregnant. Me and my partner were so excited! Though I didn’t give him the news in the most exciting way as I was just too excited to hold it in. I first found out I was pregnant on the 21st of Feburary 2016 – Yes, well done sherlock a couple of week after Fifty Shades of Grey Darker was released. Prior to taking a pregnancy test I was very gassy from both ends – more than usual anyway. I was constantly burping and I just didn’t know where it was coming from, it wasn’t like I’d eaten a massive meal to bring it on.
I wasn’t trying to get pregnant, nor was I preventing it. It was a case of if it happened it happened. I am a true believer in if you add that amount of pressure on yourself it is never going to happen. It will happen when it’s ready. So no – I didn’t do any of the crazy ovulation tracking business or taking my temperature or throwing moneys at OPK’s. I just tracked my period and assessed whether I was late or not. I did the whole pressure business previously and lets just say that the stress and the dissappointment takes it emotional toll on you in the end. So my advice – Let it happen!
After the continued burping episodes – I was walking across a road and realised that my already large bust was bouncing more than usual. I could literally feel them like jelly on a plate as I walked across the road. This got me to thinking.. I did feel extremely odd but I wasn’t late for my period yet so I didn’t want to pay the pregnancy test price if I was just reading my brain playing games with me. Well – that thought process didn’t last long and off I went the following day to go and purchase a pregnancy test – First Response to be precise from my work’s local Asda store. I was so nervous! Oh and yes I made this purchase on my way to work – I also read all the stories about how the first morning wee is the best to get a more accurate reading :’) therefore – me being my patient sel as usual took the test at work! Well.. it was a bad idea. For the rest of the day I couldn’t concentrate and all my poor partner got was a picture of the positive pregnancy test at 12:08PM that day, and a bill for the 20 more I had just ordered to make sure I wasn’t seeing things. This included the clear blue digital tests.
This was a message from my partner when he found out:
Hey baby, just want to say I know it’s really early doors, and I know you can’t explain how you feel nor will I ever imagine what’s going through you’re mind but…… I want you to know I really am excited, fingers crossed and all 😁… But I want / no need you to know no matter what happens I’ll always be by you’re side and giving you 100% attention and support and I’ll always be you’re ROCK.
I love you beautiful, just remember they’ll never be another girl I could love more or as much as you unless it was our daughter ❤….. I miss you and I’m thinking about you baby, I’m here if you need me ❤❤
Safe to say he was pretty excited right? So was my mum – she got the same picture. Haha.